梦。五月

喜欢夜间车辆行驶而过的声音,

至少吉隆坡没有星星的夜空不会那么孤寂。

喜欢晚间突然倾盆而下的大雨,

至少冷风的蚀骨可以抖擞我的睡意。

"..& I like the quotes."

呈堂后老师说的一句话。

因为是自己用心找的，

所以当听到老师说喜欢时，

心里不禁开心了一下下。 =)
我也很喜欢呢。=）

5月

这个身边人，事，物都充满变数的月份

 这个需要天时地利更需要人和的月份

在我还撑得住之前

就麻烦你..快点过掉吧>< 

5月17

“就是因为太清楚自己真实的存在，

所以才会向往梦里的那份自在”

生活。语录

有好几次我觉得我的华文生字实在是太贫乏了，

因为我到现在还找不到比"忙"更好，更加贴切的字来形容我的忙。 

但是今天我慌了。

因为我不知道应该忙什么。

该做的不知道怎样做，
想要做的却还不能做，

所以才会出现这段形容忙碌到没事做的纠结感受..

32mm粗的针，看了实在是没有打下去的勇气？=p

只因老姐说不要乱打针,因为最好经过体检，

而且只是booster dose其实起不了预防的作用，

所以我才没有跟其他同学@其他屋友一起
接受这免费的B 型肝炎booster dose。

练舞。

虽然偶尔练到脚抽痉;
有的磨破脚皮，
有人累到爬不起，

但是看到自己一直进步，

心情还是满足
和喜悦的。=)

4月27

太多美好的

都需要跋涉

才可以获得
=)

Week. Three.

台下的我们睡意渐渐
台上的讲师继续碎碎念 :
“先有鸡，然后才有蛋；
还是先有蛋，然后才有鸡？”

"因为开心，所以才笑
还是因为笑，所以才开心...?"

所以我想啊，我需要的
或许连时间也给不到..

原来，他们不需要说再见，
只因视为路过，所以轻易遗忘=(

3月3日，你好，SMC。我们初次见面=)
感谢系友的两翻邀约，我再推辞的话就太不给面子了.=)

7.3.12

累

累到
只能呆呆望着电脑荧幕
逼自己快点做完
该做的事。

6.3.12

Un-titled

Honestly speaking..until now..im stil greatly affected by it.
Totally feel like everything was turning the other way round. Up is down, down is up..Too painful to accept. However, just gotta accept it and move on right? :( Not easy, but i'm trying...
I'm just gonna try to smile despite how painful it is... i'm just gonna move on and accept it. Just gonna keep myself busy so that i won't have much time to think about it.. Yes, go, girl...But whichever move i make, i just can't run away from it..=(

It hurts. =(

"imagine hurting someone, making them feel lonely, angry and unloved because you think it's the best for them."

This, is not the way... it will never be the best for anyone. So, please stop doing it. :(((

Should i leave it,
or should i save it?

31.1.12

November 2011

Yea. It's kinda late.
But i hardly have time to update bits of life during the last semester.
But since now is holidays..so here it goes..=))
I've been to Gopeng, Perak during 17/11 to 20/11..=)
It was an awesome trip indeed. At first im still reluctant to go..as im burden with lotsa assignments and preparations for exams, quizzes..=(
But thank God for that experienced trip! Really learn a lot..=)

The sky..Love looking at the sky..=)

400++ patients in 3 days..Well done! =)

31.1.12

Don't sad..girl

Don't sad..girl..believe that u have done ur best, okay?=(
See far..see big picture..
Keep telling myself..big picture big picture.. ><

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
though it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me

29.12.11

12.10.11

Woots! @@
Today is such a busy + tiring day!
1st of all, arriving fac a bit late today. 8.10am.
Luckily lab havent start yet..& many others come later than us. blek :p
Dr Izzuddin then told the class: " Next time who come later than me, shall not enter the lab."
Oh owwh!



Practise retinoscope today..@@!..my eyes got reli tired practising it!
*blink blink!* keep focus keep focus, jt!

After class, went to ktsn to settle my payment statement thing.
Find gracie!=)..have a warm time helping her in doing craft work just now=)
How i wish i can spend more time for her!

Next, after receving message from pei yee my housemate, i rush bec to my house to meet pik fang, wee!=)
'm reli touched that she purposely come to visit me n py .=)
feel even more warm with her homecook 绿豆汤!:D



I told pik fang dat bout the insecure feeling..then she told me about constant
reminding.=) "if you hav been long time didnt practising piano, won't ur fingers get not 灵活 le? yea. so things & people r like dat too..we as human need constant reminding, just like the pianist need constant practising"=)
& what she told me enlighten me! =)..im not sure how things will turn out, but i tink i wil still give it a try.=) No harm trying, rite?

& what's next after dat? exhausted!
exhausted as i slept few hours only yst nite, then been running here & there today@@..so energy level falls to negative level again ><
But it's still time to say: hello assigments! hello presentations! @@

12.10.11
11.25pm

Hello October!=p

Haha..woke up early in the morning to blog.=)
Yesterday was 10.10.11, a very beautiful date=)
After class, I went celebrating coursemates' birthday!=)


6 of them=)..their twenty birthday was during the hols, so we let them celebrate together!=)

Next, i would like to update about my English class.
'm taking workplace communication this sem, & i like the teacher!
Her way of teaching is so lively!:D..'m looking forward to her class every friday.=)

Wee! class start at 2 today..*happy happy*
have lotsa details to update actually
but i gotta off now, to meet my dearest sis!=)

11.10.11

i

stressed out le !=(

3.10.2011

jing ting is

as tired as this doggie ! T.T
Energy level falls to extreme negative now=(
Can't help but fall asleep during class juz now, & im sitting the most front row, during the lecture of the stern looking lecturer summore.@@
Life is hectic facing the notes & assignments everyday. They just seem endless@@
It's time to recharge! Perhaps a swim this weekend? =)

29.9.11

Dinner with buddies

At Japanese Buffet Restauarant, Setapak=)

Behind me: my cute senior buddy
Beside me: my sweet little buddy
i like this!!^^

27.9.11
9.58am

thanks, fren=)

me:"i ady very busy frm the 1st dat sch start. TT. motivate me do assignment plz..piles n piles..n presentation oso..TT"

you: "okay
add oil

tink of me

tink of a sheh

breathe in

brethe out

then tink of mine stupid gai zhao story which laugh die u"


at times, we just need someone to give us a push on the way.=)
thank u=)

1.08am
22.9.11

A little update

Finally! A week of schooling ends!
Ends also the judgement night for my course's juniors & also the preparations & settings for it.
I got a little buddy!=)..her name is jia ying=)..we born on the same year, on the same month.=)

p/s:
my big sis: aiks, i also got a fren call jia ying.
me: yalo~so many ppl call jia ying~i will surely confuse..lol

During the JM nite, i recall back the moment when i'm there, performing, sitting & eating with buddies. I still remember each moment that happened!=)
See-ing jia ying, i reflashing back the moment when i'm just like her..wonder is she having the same feeling as me that time too? Blur, nervous, yet excited.
I told my senior buddies that i wana stay forever 1st year lar =p
After back from JM nite, i went around on9 telling shih min & rocky (my senior buddies that have graduated) about my little buddy=).
The most coincidence one is that rocky & jia ying know each other! =)
Tomorrow is holiday!=)..time to pay back the sleep debt!:p

15.9.2011
1.00am

First day of school

Woots! met juniors today!=)
there are only 6 chinese for this batch..but somehow i feel it is not bad. less people means they are easier to bond strongly to each other.=)
have went out for whole day just now...after school, i hang out with coursemates to timesquare, then straight went to kt to celebrate mooncake festival.
Ah, i play lantern ! =)..hello titiwangsa lake!=)
See no moon tonight, guess it is bcoz of kl's bad weather now?

********************************

Cell group. may yin sis & her frenz share about muk en & their cell group juz nw..i reli wish that i can experience the growth that they mention.
when yuan chao was speaking, i can feel that my eyes brimming with tears. It is just a simple sharing, but my heart got touched.
I have things havent get done yet, or rather should i say, i havent prepared mentally yet..but im reli very tired ady :s...gotta sleep earlier, as 2ml class start at 8! @@

13.9.11
1.01am

My fingers are numb ! o.O

Back-aching, fingers numb-ing! o.O
After handwritings 3 lists of name of seniors + busy sms-ing + fb-ing to update seniors' info, FINALLY..my fingers get numb! o.O
Today is such a busy day ! i missd out to go church as i fail to wake up early..then been running here & there to prepare stuffs for my house. After reaching my cosy house in vistana, piles of works to welcome juniors & piles of clothes are awaiting me! woots!..i can only say, life is starting to get more & more.... exciting! @@
My housemates have ready their bags for 2ml's sch ady. For 2ml's brand new sem, for 2ml's brand new day.
I have things that i havent settle it yet. But i'm tired already..should i go sleep 1st? or continue with my weary mind & body? hrmm~

It is better to be sad with love then to be happy without it? I reli don don't tink so. :S

12.9. 11
1.00am