LIKE vs LOVE

当你不再喜欢一个人,
你只要掩住双耳;
当你不再爱一个人,
你要闭上双眼并忍住泪水。
喜欢是一种心情,爱是一种感情。
喜欢是一种直觉,爱是一种感觉。
喜欢可以停止,
爱,没有休止。
29.9.11

jing ting is


as tired as this doggie ! T.T
Energy level falls to extreme negative now=(
Can't help but fall asleep during class juz now, & im sitting the most front row, during the lecture of the stern looking lecturer summore.@@
Life is hectic facing the notes & assignments everyday. They just seem endless@@
It's time to recharge! Perhaps a swim this weekend? =)

29.9.11

Dinner with buddies

At Japanese Buffet Restauarant, Setapak=)

Behind me: my cute senior buddy
Beside me: my sweet little buddy
i like this!!^^

27.9.11
9.58am


If i die young..

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh, uh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

this is a very nice song~

RIP to a ukm guy..blok 6 mate=(
珍惜身边你爱,和爱你的人吧
你永远不知道明天会发生什么事...

25.9.11
8.31pm


Plz be true..

I just wonder if what i'm feeling now is true. Sometimes, i felt the strong urge to ask, what actually the whole thing is about. However, everytime, i was held back by myself, asking, 'shouldn't you have faith, girl?' But what i've seen now really told me otherwise. I started to doubt this feeling. I started to doubt if everything was true.

What i know,
what i don't know,
what i choose to know,
what others know,
what others made me know...

What i believe,
what i don't believe,
what i choose to believe,
what others believe,
what others made me believe...


It feels like i'm outside the picture, yet in the picture, somehow.
It feels like i'm painting the picture too, but not knowing every detail that i've painted.

eat pray love
< darling, plz be true>


24.9.11
11.19pm

thanks, fren=)

me:"i ady very busy frm the 1st dat sch start. TT. motivate me do assignment plz..piles n piles..n presentation oso..TT"

you: "okay
add oil
tink of me
tink of a sheh
breathe in
brethe out
then tink of mine stupid gai zhao story which laugh die u"


at times, we just need someone to give us a push on the way.=)
thank u=)


1.08am
22.9.11

现实

有些人,真的很现实。:s
外表看不出,甚至相处起来也不觉得。
可是当某件事发生的时候,你就会看到那一面了。
这个社会怎么这样子呢?
为什么就不能公平的,好好的对待每一个人呢?
怎么只顾自己,不替别人想想呢?
每个人都有优点,缺点。
怎么不多看看别人的优点,反而却在背后讲别人的坏话呢?
:S

17.9.11
1.25am

Where's the limit?

"Humans, are born with limitations, and humans, are trained to live in limitation."
I know my limit, God..plz help me..


16.9.2011
10.08am

A little update

Finally! A week of schooling ends!
Ends also the judgement night for my course's juniors & also the preparations & settings for it.
I got a little buddy!=)..her name is jia ying=)..we born on the same year, on the same month.=)

p/s:
my big sis: aiks, i also got a fren call jia ying.
me: yalo~so many ppl call jia ying~i will surely confuse..lol


During the JM nite, i recall back the moment when i'm there, performing, sitting & eating with buddies. I still remember each moment that happened!=)
See-ing jia ying, i reflashing back the moment when i'm just like her..wonder is she having the same feeling as me that time too? Blur, nervous, yet excited.
I told my senior buddies that i wana stay forever 1st year lar =p
After back from JM nite, i went around on9 telling shih min & rocky (my senior buddies that have graduated) about my little buddy=).
The most coincidence one is that rocky & jia ying know each other! =)
Tomorrow is holiday!=)..time to pay back the sleep debt!:p

15.9.2011
1.00am

掌心



你手中的感情线 是不肯泄漏的天机
那也许是我一生 不能去的禁区
我到底在不在你掌心 还是只在梦境中扎营
在茫茫的天和地寻觅 一场未知的感情
爱上你 是不是天生的宿命
深夜里 梦里总都是你倩影
而心痛是你给我的无期徒刑
摊开你的掌心 让我看看你
玄之又玄的秘密
看看里面是不是真的有我有你
摊开你的掌心 握紧我的爱情
不要如此用力
这样会握痛握碎我的心
也割破你的掌你的心

14.9.11
12.14am

Will i have the strength to

say out loud:
Life is tough, but I...
'm TOUGHER!..?

will i?

But tru Me, u can


13.9.11
1.05am

First day of school

Woots! met juniors today!=)
there are only 6 chinese for this batch..but somehow i feel it is not bad. less people means they are easier to bond strongly to each other.=)
have went out for whole day just now...after school, i hang out with coursemates to timesquare, then straight went to kt to celebrate mooncake festival.
Ah, i play lantern ! =)..hello titiwangsa lake!=)
See no moon tonight, guess it is bcoz of kl's bad weather now?

********************************

Cell group. may yin sis & her frenz share about muk en & their cell group juz nw..i reli wish that i can experience the growth that they mention.
when yuan chao was speaking, i can feel that my eyes brimming with tears. It is just a simple sharing, but my heart got touched.
I have things havent get done yet, or rather should i say, i havent prepared mentally yet..but im reli very tired ady :s...gotta sleep earlier, as 2ml class start at 8! @@

13.9.11
1.01am

< 无题 >

想做的,不会再犹豫。
喜欢的,会勇敢去争取。
不喜欢的,休想我去做。
但若不喜欢的,却又真的该去做的,
我..会尽力的。=)















给我一句加油,好吗?


12月9日
凌晨1点20分

My fingers are numb ! o.O

Back-aching, fingers numb-ing! o.O
After handwritings 3 lists of name of seniors + busy sms-ing + fb-ing to update seniors' info, FINALLY..my fingers get numb! o.O
Today is such a busy day ! i missd out to go church as i fail to wake up early..then been running here & there to prepare stuffs for my house. After reaching my cosy house in vistana, piles of works to welcome juniors & piles of clothes are awaiting me! woots!..i can only say, life is starting to get more & more.... exciting! @@
My housemates have ready their bags for 2ml's sch ady. For 2ml's brand new sem, for 2ml's brand new day.
I have things that i havent settle it yet. But i'm tired already..should i go sleep 1st? or continue with my weary mind & body? hrmm~


It is better to be sad with love then to be happy without it? I reli don don't tink so. :S

12.9. 11
1.00am

Gogogo!

Don't look back..keep looking forward!
Positive mindset on..tick! :D

6.9.2011

第6封

曾经我是一个任性的孩子
任性的以为你只属于我,我只属于你。
谢谢你告诉我,
个世界上谁都不是谁的.
我们终究只会,
属于我们自己。
《米可的 999封情书》

6.9.2011


If i have a magic freezer


If i have a magic freezer
I wana freeze the time.

To prevent it from slipping through my finger
& the sweet memory of mine.



6.9.2011
12.15am

Sometimes,

I feel so strong that i could fight on & on.
Sometimes, i feel so weak that i would rather just walk away,

& concede defeat.=(

3.9.2011
8.19pm

Mr. Time, can u plz pass slower?

Dislike this feeling.
It's drifted way too much.
School gonna reopen soon but i'm not feeling any glad. =s
Mixed feeling to be exact.
I'm fear of the future, fear of the unknown..

Big sis gonna leave for KL tomorrow. So we had a mooncake celebration with family.
So glad that this year we can spend mooncake festival together with family.=) Aah, i miss lantern!

3.9.2011

When it's August !

August is reli a meaningful month for me.=p

First, i can spend time with family more; 2nd, hanging around with friends of course!:D

As most of my high school friends, including me, are working for the previous months, finally we have the chance to meet up each other, & catch up with each others life.=)

Everyone will be heading to different paths soon, in different parts of the world.

& now it is September already. Sping has left to KL, angeline has fly off to pahang while some will enter uni in kch.



Right now we are separated by distances, but hopefully our hearts are not.=)



2.9.2011

11.08pm