茫茫人海，
我还是可以一眼就认出你。=)
Don't sad..girl
Don't sad..girl..believe that u have done ur best, okay?=(
See far..see big picture..
Keep telling myself..big picture big picture.. ><
You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
though it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me
29.12.11
See far..see big picture..
Keep telling myself..big picture big picture.. ><
You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
though it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me
29.12.11
Care about you..
Hate to see you sad.
Hate to see the ppl i love sad.
Tho im sad too, i still hope im able to console you..to give u hope, to let u regain strength.
However, im afraid to take a step forward..Afraid to even show that i care..maybe the care you want is just not from me..
21.12.11
2.30pm
Hate to see the ppl i love sad.
Tho im sad too, i still hope im able to console you..to give u hope, to let u regain strength.
However, im afraid to take a step forward..Afraid to even show that i care..maybe the care you want is just not from me..
21.12.11
2.30pm
A thousand year
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought Your heart to me,
I have loved you..=))
Time has brought Your heart to me,
I have loved you..=))
发呆
好像很久没有更新了。
短短的几个星期，就可以发生很多事情。
有开心的，当然也有伤心的。
不过，不更新也好。
这样，不开心的事就可以渐渐把它忘记。
是这样的，对吧？
很多考试..读读下，我又发呆了..
短短的几个星期，就可以发生很多事情。
有开心的，当然也有伤心的。
不过，不更新也好。
这样，不开心的事就可以渐渐把它忘记。
是这样的，对吧？
很多考试..读读下，我又发呆了..
10.12.11
10.22pm
10.22pm
& You 'll be a Man !=)
IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!
I love this poem!=)
16.11.11
Quote of the day
"I'm alert, awake , alive, enthusiastic !"
-Someone, Nov'11-
Thankiu!=))
I'm once again enlightened! :D
-Someone, Nov'11-
Thankiu!=))
I'm once again enlightened! :D
8.11.2011
10.11pm
10.11pm
第一次
当你看着我
我没有开口 已被你猜透
还是没把握
还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过 心不停地颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
失去方向 不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由 那是一起厮守
哦~第一次吻 你深深的酒窝
想要清醒 却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你 躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道 天长地久
=)
4.11.11
Constant reminder 1:
"Life, is a balance bteween giving & receiving."
I love the quote. Life is really about giving and receiving.There's no way you can take without giving. :)
Gambateh! =)
30.10.11
I love looking at the sky.
When i gaze upon the wondrous creation of our God,
i know He is there.
And when He is there,
i know there is hope. :)
When the world says : "Give up"
Hope whispers:" Try it one more time"
Hope whispers:" Try it one more time"
26.10.11
[Blank]
Soar on wings like eagles,
Run & not grow weary,
Walk & not be faint !
Continue fighting! =)
Be prepared!
22.10.11
22.10.11
I just realised
i still can't.
coz everyth is just ain't same anymore.
twisted & hurt..
what can i do anyway?
=((
coz everyth is just ain't same anymore.
twisted & hurt..
what can i do anyway?
=((
17.10.11
12.10.11
Woots! @@
Today is such a busy + tiring day!
1st of all, arriving fac a bit late today. 8.10am.
Luckily lab havent start yet..& many others come later than us. blek :p
Dr Izzuddin then told the class: " Next time who come later than me, shall not enter the lab."
Oh owwh!
Practise retinoscope today..@@!..my eyes got reli tired practising it!
*blink blink!* keep focus keep focus, jt!
After class, went to ktsn to settle my payment statement thing.
Find gracie!=)..have a warm time helping her in doing craft work just now=)
How i wish i can spend more time for her!
Next, after receving message from pei yee my housemate, i rush bec to my house to meet pik fang, wee!=)
'm reli touched that she purposely come to visit me n py .=)
feel even more warm with her homecook 绿豆汤!:D
I told pik fang dat bout the insecure feeling..then she told me about constant
reminding.=) "if you hav been long time didnt practising piano, won't ur fingers get not 灵活 le? yea. so things & people r like dat too..we as human need constant reminding, just like the pianist need constant practising"=)
& what she told me enlighten me! =)..im not sure how things will turn out, but i tink i wil still give it a try.=) No harm trying, rite?
& what's next after dat? exhausted!
exhausted as i slept few hours only yst nite, then been running here & there today@@..so energy level falls to negative level again ><
But it's still time to say: hello assigments! hello presentations! @@
Today is such a busy + tiring day!
1st of all, arriving fac a bit late today. 8.10am.
Luckily lab havent start yet..& many others come later than us. blek :p
Dr Izzuddin then told the class: " Next time who come later than me, shall not enter the lab."
Oh owwh!
Practise retinoscope today..@@!..my eyes got reli tired practising it!
*blink blink!* keep focus keep focus, jt!
After class, went to ktsn to settle my payment statement thing.
Find gracie!=)..have a warm time helping her in doing craft work just now=)
How i wish i can spend more time for her!
Next, after receving message from pei yee my housemate, i rush bec to my house to meet pik fang, wee!=)
'm reli touched that she purposely come to visit me n py .=)
feel even more warm with her homecook 绿豆汤!:D
I told pik fang dat bout the insecure feeling..then she told me about constant
reminding.=) "if you hav been long time didnt practising piano, won't ur fingers get not 灵活 le? yea. so things & people r like dat too..we as human need constant reminding, just like the pianist need constant practising"=)
& what she told me enlighten me! =)..im not sure how things will turn out, but i tink i wil still give it a try.=) No harm trying, rite?
& what's next after dat? exhausted!
exhausted as i slept few hours only yst nite, then been running here & there today@@..so energy level falls to negative level again ><
But it's still time to say: hello assigments! hello presentations! @@
12.10.11
11.25pm
11.25pm
I will be there!
I may not know your problems
I may not know the answers to your questions
but i promise i will always be there.
Yeshh! i will ALWAYS be there..for you!=))
I may not know the answers to your questions
but i promise i will always be there.
Yeshh! i will ALWAYS be there..for you!=))
12.10.11
Hello October!=p
Haha..woke up early in the morning to blog.=)
Yesterday was 10.10.11, a very beautiful date=)
After class, I went celebrating coursemates' birthday!=)
6 of them=)..their twenty birthday was during the hols, so we let them celebrate together!=)
Next, i would like to update about my English class.
'm taking workplace communication this sem, & i like the teacher!
Her way of teaching is so lively!:D..'m looking forward to her class every friday.=)
Wee! class start at 2 today..*happy happy*
have lotsa details to update actually
but i gotta off now, to meet my dearest sis!=)
Yesterday was 10.10.11, a very beautiful date=)
After class, I went celebrating coursemates' birthday!=)
6 of them=)..their twenty birthday was during the hols, so we let them celebrate together!=)
Next, i would like to update about my English class.
'm taking workplace communication this sem, & i like the teacher!
Her way of teaching is so lively!:D..'m looking forward to her class every friday.=)
Wee! class start at 2 today..*happy happy*
have lotsa details to update actually
but i gotta off now, to meet my dearest sis!=)
11.10.11
不要惊动我的爱情？
不要惊动，不要叫醒我所亲爱的，
等他自己情愿。
------------------《雅歌》
Isit reli so? Hmm..=)
Okie! that's all about the simple sharing of CG that i attend today!=)
等他自己情愿。
------------------《雅歌》
Love? Aha. It's normal everyone will have this feeling. (Unless if you are asexual then i have nothing to say :p) So, let's be open-minded! Let's talk something about this.=)
How can we be sure that the person whom we met is prepared by God?
This is what CG share about today..i did not have much opinion about this..as i myself also dont know how to answer..so i just merely listen to what they talk about just now.=)
Isit reli so? Hmm..=)
Okie! that's all about the simple sharing of CG that i attend today!=)
1.10.2011
.LIKE vs LOVE
当你不再喜欢一个人，
你只要掩住双耳;
当你不再爱一个人，
你要闭上双眼并忍住泪水。
喜欢是一种心情，爱是一种感情。
喜欢是一种直觉，爱是一种感觉。
喜欢可以停止，
爱，没有休止。
你只要掩住双耳;
当你不再爱一个人，
你要闭上双眼并忍住泪水。
喜欢是一种心情，爱是一种感情。
喜欢是一种直觉，爱是一种感觉。
喜欢可以停止，
爱，没有休止。
29.9.11
jing ting is
as tired as this doggie ! T.T
Energy level falls to extreme negative now=(
Can't help but fall asleep during class juz now, & im sitting the most front row, during the lecture of the stern looking lecturer summore.@@
Life is hectic facing the notes & assignments everyday. They just seem endless@@
It's time to recharge! Perhaps a swim this weekend? =)
29.9.11
Dinner with buddies
If i die young..
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh, uh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
this is a very nice song~
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh, uh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
this is a very nice song~
RIP to a ukm guy..blok 6 mate=(
珍惜身边你爱，和爱你的人吧
你永远不知道明天会发生什么事...
25.9.11
8.31pm
珍惜身边你爱，和爱你的人吧
你永远不知道明天会发生什么事...
25.9.11
8.31pm
Plz be true..
I just wonder if what i'm feeling now is true. Sometimes, i felt the strong urge to ask, what actually the whole thing is about. However, everytime, i was held back by myself, asking, 'shouldn't you have faith, girl?' But what i've seen now really told me otherwise. I started to doubt this feeling. I started to doubt if everything was true.
What i know,
what i don't know,
what i choose to know,
what others know,
what others made me know...
What i believe,
what i don't believe,
what i choose to believe,
what others believe,
what others made me believe...
It feels like i'm outside the picture, yet in the picture, somehow.
It feels like i'm painting the picture too, but not knowing every detail that i've painted.
eat pray love
24.9.11
11.19pm
11.19pm
thanks, fren=)
me:"i ady very busy frm the 1st dat sch start. TT. motivate me do assignment plz..piles n piles..n presentation oso..TT"
you: "okay
add oil
add oil
tink of me
tink of a sheh
breathe in
brethe out
then tink of mine stupid gai zhao story which laugh die u"
at times, we just need someone to give us a push on the way.=)
thank u=)
at times, we just need someone to give us a push on the way.=)
thank u=)
1.08am
22.9.11
22.9.11
现实
有些人，真的很现实。:s
外表看不出，甚至相处起来也不觉得。
可是当某件事发生的时候，你就会看到那一面了。
这个社会怎么这样子呢？
为什么就不能公平的，好好的对待每一个人呢？
怎么只顾自己，不替别人想想呢？
每个人都有优点，缺点。
怎么不多看看别人的优点，反而却在背后讲别人的坏话呢？
:S
外表看不出，甚至相处起来也不觉得。
可是当某件事发生的时候，你就会看到那一面了。
这个社会怎么这样子呢？
为什么就不能公平的，好好的对待每一个人呢？
怎么只顾自己，不替别人想想呢？
每个人都有优点，缺点。
怎么不多看看别人的优点，反而却在背后讲别人的坏话呢？
:S
17.9.11
1.25am
1.25am
Where's the limit?
"Humans, are born with limitations, and humans, are trained to live in limitation."
I know my limit, God..plz help me..
I know my limit, God..plz help me..
16.9.2011
10.08am
10.08am
A little update
Finally! A week of schooling ends!
Ends also the judgement night for my course's juniors & also the preparations & settings for it.
I got a little buddy!=)..her name is jia ying=)..we born on the same year, on the same month.=)
p/s:
my big sis: aiks, i also got a fren call jia ying.
me: yalo~so many ppl call jia ying~i will surely confuse..lol
During the JM nite, i recall back the moment when i'm there, performing, sitting & eating with buddies. I still remember each moment that happened!=)
See-ing jia ying, i reflashing back the moment when i'm just like her..wonder is she having the same feeling as me that time too? Blur, nervous, yet excited.
I told my senior buddies that i wana stay forever 1st year lar =p
After back from JM nite, i went around on9 telling shih min & rocky (my senior buddies that have graduated) about my little buddy=).
The most coincidence one is that rocky & jia ying know each other! =)
Tomorrow is holiday!=)..time to pay back the sleep debt!:p
Ends also the judgement night for my course's juniors & also the preparations & settings for it.
I got a little buddy!=)..her name is jia ying=)..we born on the same year, on the same month.=)
p/s:
my big sis: aiks, i also got a fren call jia ying.
me: yalo~so many ppl call jia ying~i will surely confuse..lol
During the JM nite, i recall back the moment when i'm there, performing, sitting & eating with buddies. I still remember each moment that happened!=)
See-ing jia ying, i reflashing back the moment when i'm just like her..wonder is she having the same feeling as me that time too? Blur, nervous, yet excited.
I told my senior buddies that i wana stay forever 1st year lar =p
After back from JM nite, i went around on9 telling shih min & rocky (my senior buddies that have graduated) about my little buddy=).
The most coincidence one is that rocky & jia ying know each other! =)
Tomorrow is holiday!=)..time to pay back the sleep debt!:p
15.9.2011
1.00am
1.00am
Will i have the strength to
say out loud:
Life is tough, but I...
'm TOUGHER!..?
will i?
Life is tough, but I...
'm TOUGHER!..?
will i?
But tru Me, u can
13.9.11
1.05am
1.05am
First day of school
Woots! met juniors today!=)
there are only 6 chinese for this batch..but somehow i feel it is not bad. less people means they are easier to bond strongly to each other.=)
have went out for whole day just now...after school, i hang out with coursemates to timesquare, then straight went to kt to celebrate mooncake festival.
Ah, i play lantern ! =)..hello titiwangsa lake!=)
See no moon tonight, guess it is bcoz of kl's bad weather now?
********************************
Cell group. may yin sis & her frenz share about muk en & their cell group juz nw..i reli wish that i can experience the growth that they mention.
when yuan chao was speaking, i can feel that my eyes brimming with tears. It is just a simple sharing, but my heart got touched.
I have things havent get done yet, or rather should i say, i havent prepared mentally yet..but im reli very tired ady :s...gotta sleep earlier, as 2ml class start at 8! @@
there are only 6 chinese for this batch..but somehow i feel it is not bad. less people means they are easier to bond strongly to each other.=)
have went out for whole day just now...after school, i hang out with coursemates to timesquare, then straight went to kt to celebrate mooncake festival.
Ah, i play lantern ! =)..hello titiwangsa lake!=)
See no moon tonight, guess it is bcoz of kl's bad weather now?
********************************when yuan chao was speaking, i can feel that my eyes brimming with tears. It is just a simple sharing, but my heart got touched.
I have things havent get done yet, or rather should i say, i havent prepared mentally yet..but im reli very tired ady :s...gotta sleep earlier, as 2ml class start at 8! @@
13.9.11
1.01am
1.01am
My fingers are numb ! o.O
Back-aching, fingers numb-ing! o.O
After handwritings 3 lists of name of seniors + busy sms-ing + fb-ing to update seniors' info, FINALLY..my fingers get numb! o.O
Today is such a busy day ! i missd out to go church as i fail to wake up early..then been running here & there to prepare stuffs for my house. After reaching my cosy house in vistana, piles of works to welcome juniors & piles of clothes are awaiting me! woots!..i can only say, life is starting to get more & more.... exciting! @@
My housemates have ready their bags for 2ml's sch ady. For 2ml's brand new sem, for 2ml's brand new day.
I have things that i havent settle it yet. But i'm tired already..should i go sleep 1st? or continue with my weary mind & body? hrmm~
After handwritings 3 lists of name of seniors + busy sms-ing + fb-ing to update seniors' info, FINALLY..my fingers get numb! o.O
Today is such a busy day ! i missd out to go church as i fail to wake up early..then been running here & there to prepare stuffs for my house. After reaching my cosy house in vistana, piles of works to welcome juniors & piles of clothes are awaiting me! woots!..i can only say, life is starting to get more & more.... exciting! @@
My housemates have ready their bags for 2ml's sch ady. For 2ml's brand new sem, for 2ml's brand new day.
I have things that i havent settle it yet. But i'm tired already..should i go sleep 1st? or continue with my weary mind & body? hrmm~
It is better to be sad with love then to be happy without it? I reli don don't tink so. :S
12.9. 11
1.00am
12.9. 11
1.00am
If i have a magic freezer
If i have a magic freezer
I wana freeze the time.
To prevent it from slipping through my finger
& the sweet memory of mine.
6.9.2011
12.15am
12.15am
Sometimes,
I feel so strong that i could fight on & on.
Sometimes, i feel so weak that i would rather just walk away,
Sometimes, i feel so weak that i would rather just walk away,
& concede defeat.=(3.9.2011
8.19pm
Mr. Time, can u plz pass slower?
Dislike this feeling.
It's drifted way too much.
School gonna reopen soon but i'm not feeling any glad. =s
Mixed feeling to be exact.
I'm fear of the future, fear of the unknown..
Big sis gonna leave for KL tomorrow. So we had a mooncake celebration with family.
So glad that this year we can spend mooncake festival together with family.=) Aah, i miss lantern!
It's drifted way too much.
School gonna reopen soon but i'm not feeling any glad. =s
Mixed feeling to be exact.
I'm fear of the future, fear of the unknown..
Big sis gonna leave for KL tomorrow. So we had a mooncake celebration with family.So glad that this year we can spend mooncake festival together with family.=) Aah, i miss lantern!
3.9.2011
When it's August !
August is reli a meaningful month for me.=p
First, i can spend time with family more; 2nd, hanging around with friends of course!:D
As most of my high school friends, including me, are working for the previous months, finally we have the chance to meet up each other, & catch up with each others life.=)
Everyone will be heading to different paths soon, in different parts of the world.
& now it is September already. Sping has left to KL, angeline has fly off to pahang while some will enter uni in kch.
First, i can spend time with family more; 2nd, hanging around with friends of course!:D
As most of my high school friends, including me, are working for the previous months, finally we have the chance to meet up each other, & catch up with each others life.=)
Everyone will be heading to different paths soon, in different parts of the world.
& now it is September already. Sping has left to KL, angeline has fly off to pahang while some will enter uni in kch.
Right now we are separated by distances, but hopefully our hearts are not.=)
2.9.2011
11.08pm
2.9.2011
11.08pm
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