31.12.12
Dear diary 5
The moment when u feel so mentally tired bcoz it is too much for u to bear.
Thank you, Lord, today You have teach me that i should have confident in myself.
No one would want to bear unnecessary unhappiness, right?
Nonetheless, what a warm day with all the christmas wishings from family, friends and colleagues =).
Thank you, Lord, today You have teach me that i should have confident in myself.
No one would want to bear unnecessary unhappiness, right?
Nonetheless, what a warm day with all the christmas wishings from family, friends and colleagues =).
25.12.12
普世欢腾
平安喜乐
普世欢腾
平安喜乐
我的名字
难得转角遇见
我还没反应过来
遇见你的惊喜
你就已经爽朗呼出
我的名字。
难得迎面碰上
我还没报以微笑
予好久没聊的你
你就已经温柔轻呼
我的名字。
哦, 念念不忘的是..
你叫我的名字
18.12.12
我还没反应过来
遇见你的惊喜
你就已经爽朗呼出
我的名字。
难得迎面碰上
我还没报以微笑
予好久没聊的你
你就已经温柔轻呼
我的名字。
哦, 念念不忘的是..
你叫我的名字
18.12.12
Never supposed to be yours.
If too much was never supposed to be yours, you should juz take what is yours & give the rest back.
6.12.12
6.12.12
Dear diary 2
" 婷，你吃什么？"朋友问。
眨眨眼睛，看了电话。时间下午3点半。
25.11.12
废寝忘食的一天。
***********************************************
在clinic等senior和patient的当儿，一位好心的马来学姐告诉我说某某senior有patient了。
" tak yah minta permission. terus cakap "I nak".. =D
顿时我笑翻了。因为那位学姐的善意和幽默，让原本紧绷的下午也变得些许温暖。
遗漏在课室里的书本，感谢有你信息提醒。
不知让你认出的，是我的字迹，还是那个书签?=)
26.11.12
不知让你认出的，是我的字迹，还是那个书签?=)
26.11.12
外面风雨再大,
只要有避风港,
就会觉得心安。
只要有避风港,
就会觉得心安。
Dear diary 1
And the worst thing is, you can't tell.
You can't tell that the person beside you maybe heart broken.
You can't tell if they r hurting all over.
You can't tell if they r struggling to smile.
You can't tell if they just want to break down & cry.
And the sad thing is, you wish they could tell
You can't tell that the person beside you maybe heart broken.
You can't tell if they r hurting all over.
You can't tell if they r struggling to smile.
You can't tell if they just want to break down & cry.
And the sad thing is, you wish they could tell
18.11.12
如果你懂
我微笑时，如果你懂，
只要握紧我的手，对我微笑就够了。
我哭泣时，如果你懂，
只要借我一个肩膀，静静陪我就够了。
我委屈时，如果你懂，
只要给我你的怀抱，让我只在你面前脆弱就够了。。
只要握紧我的手，对我微笑就够了。
我哭泣时，如果你懂，
只要借我一个肩膀，静静陪我就够了。
我委屈时，如果你懂，
只要给我你的怀抱，让我只在你面前脆弱就够了。。
14.10.12
说说
[末端]
学校假期末端，总是以我灵魂最为火躁的时候。
每半年的一次冲击，似乎是在测问自己，
那些你自认为应该做到的，是否真的已经做到了。
那些你自认为应该做到的，是否真的已经做到了。
[悸动]
很多感激堆在心里，我以行动来表达我的谢意。
“如果有去KL，到时看怎样，找你出来喝茶”
“过年没有回乡的话，找你出来玩？”
这种认识不久却惺惺相惜的感觉，真好。
让我看在眼里 听在耳里
很温暖
很真诚
很悸动..
[夕阳]
美好的事物总是不会永久，但夕阳落下依然还有星辰。
期待我们再次相聚时，彼此一定会是更好的人。=)
期待我们再次相聚时，彼此一定会是更好的人。=)
8.9.12
Woots!
Wake up this morning, seen & heard the whole town is cheering for Pandelala Rinong, our Sarawakian native who have just won a bronze medal in olympics.
Truly our nation's pride.= )
How can i live up the spirit like you?
The spirit of Agi Idup, Agi Ngelaban. =)
10.8.12
比我幸福
望着广场的时钟 你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷 沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥 也算有始有终
祝福有许多种 心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福 才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦 爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福 才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数 最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊 慢慢被放逐
8.8.12
原点,
或许
或许
再也不是同一个原点。
-The End-
Of 2nd Year, 1st semester, 2nd semester... WHOW. A year that i would never forget, how tears & pain, joy & laughters..in all & all.
Such a huge transformation. Such a big change. Such a great challenge.
At least u have realised, isn't it?
The more u expect, the more painful u feel..:(
Finally i have realise that whatever way i take, whichever way i moved, i just can't. =( I failed to plan the cushion for my fall and the
fall hurts so badly. Even i have planned too, im still doubting whether it was wise enough dat i handled in such way. What's the worst feeling? When i act like as if i don't care ='(
Snow white after marriage. I don't know should i feel sad or happy..
If only humans are not born with emotions and feelings, if only we won't
be affected by other people's remarks on us, if only u just don't care from the beginning, if only i told u that don't say sorry to me i would not want to listen..then we would be able
to concentrate better in things we are supposed to do. Perhaps things would be better,
way better..
If.
And only if...
Humans. Feelings. Emotions. Patience. Silence.
Happiness. Anger. Disappointment. Failure. Chances.
JUNE.
-The End -
2012
-The End -
2012
梦。六月
可不可以，就当着自己，住在一个，做梦的星球？
坐在星球的表面，快乐的晃着两腿，
看着日升月落，数着满天散落的星辰...
并不知道这是梦？
我们是别人的梦，
我们是别人的梦，
别人也是我们的梦 。。
6月15
太美了，回忆。
原来，你也只是一场梦
Wishing upon a star
Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like, on Jupiter and Mars.
Cause i've been lied to, that the sun is something i can never fly to. =(
So, I sit on my star, and gaze down at the street lights;
Oops > <..Look up! ha, i will miss you if i blink twice.
So, I sit on my star, and gaze down at the street lights;
Oops > <..Look up! ha, i will miss you if i blink twice.
1.6.2012
Love
LOVE makes everything more bearable...=)
Everytime when you think that it gets really hard to go on,
Everytime when you feel that you have nothing else to hold on ,
Everytime when you feel so in pain that you want to give up -
LOVE will hold you and sustain you till the end,
LOVE will encourage and strengthen you to fight on,
LOVE will ease the pain and LOVE will protect you.
Thank you..=) All been this while, for your unfailing love !
27.5.12
梦。五月
喜欢夜间车辆行驶而过的声音,
至少吉隆坡没有星星的夜空不会那么孤寂。
喜欢晚间突然倾盆而下的大雨,
至少冷风的蚀骨可以抖擞我的睡意。
"..& I like the quotes."
呈堂后老师说的一句话。
因为是自己用心找的，
所以当听到老师说喜欢时，
心里不禁开心了一下下。 =)
我也很喜欢呢。=）
我也很喜欢呢。=）
5月
这个身边人，事，物都充满变数的月份
这个需要天时地利更需要人和的月份
在我还撑得住之前
就麻烦你..快点过掉吧><
5月17
“就是因为太清楚自己真实的存在，
所以才会向往梦里的
相思
“真的..很想念。如果他现在出现在我面前，就算只有那一分钟，已经足够以让我充满力量。"- Someone, May 2012-
Oops, seeing you make me miss you even more !=(
语录。2
我知道，
我一定不会让自己堕落，
我一定不会让自己堕落，
一定不会，
但是我需要时间调节心情..
才有勇气 继续往前..
3.5.12
"I dare you to move.
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor."
< A Walk to Remember >
生活。语录
有好几次我觉得我的华文生字实在是太贫乏了，
因为我到现在还找不到比"忙"更好，更加贴切的字来形容我的忙。
但是今天我慌了。
因为我不知道应该忙什么。
因为我不知道应该忙什么。
该做的不知道怎样做，
想要做的却还不能做，
想要做的却还不能做，
所以才会出现这段形容忙碌到没事做的纠结感受..
32mm粗的针，看了实在是没有打下去的勇气？=p
只因老姐说不要乱打针,因为最好经过体检，
而且只是booster dose其实起不了预防的作用，
所以我才没有跟其他同学@其他屋友一起
接受这免费的B 型肝炎booster dose。
接受这免费的B 型肝炎booster dose。
练舞。
虽然偶尔练到脚抽痉;
有的磨破脚皮，
有人累到爬不起，
有的磨破脚皮，
有人累到爬不起，
但是看到自己一直进步，
心情还是满足
和喜悦的。=)
和喜悦的。=)
4月27
太多美好的
都需要跋涉
才可以获得
=)
=)
There was once in life,
i suddenly became a magician.
A little rabbit hopped out from my magic hat.
It was a cute, fluffy, adorable rabbit.
Eventually it became part of my life. I just can't carry on without that little rabbit.
It was a cute, fluffy, adorable rabbit.
Eventually it became part of my life. I just can't carry on without that little rabbit.
However, no magic lasts forever.
Cinderella's fairy godmother's magic spell has its limit too.
Cinderella's fairy godmother's magic spell has its limit too.
One day, the little rabbit that hop out from my hat disappear.
I wish it would stay.
Oh..little rabbit. Stay for me..Would you stay for me?
I tried to pull the same rabbit out from my magic hat, but all the efforts were in vain.
I just couldn't pull out the same rabbit anymore.
Eventually, i lost all my magic just to find that little rabbit. I've got nothing left for myself.
Nothing.
Oh..magic rabbit..Would it come back again?
Would it by chance, by hope, or even by faith,
hop out from my hat again?
17.4.12
hop out from my hat again?
17.4.12
This way, or that way?
Many times, we reach life's junction,
& life throws you choices.
Sometimes two, sometimes more...
Which way to go? And how can you tell for sure?
There are no wrong or right decisions.
Only decisions leading to different outcomes.
12.4.12
& life throws you choices.
Sometimes two, sometimes more...
Which way to go? And how can you tell for sure?
There are no wrong or right decisions.
Only decisions leading to different outcomes.
12.4.12
When things go wrong...
When things go wrong as they sometimes will..
When the road you are trudging seems all uphill..
When the funds are low, & the debts are high..
When you want to smile, but you have to sigh..
When life is pressing you down a bit -
Rest if you must..but do not say quit..
When the road you are trudging seems all uphill..
When the funds are low, & the debts are high..
When you want to smile, but you have to sigh..
When life is pressing you down a bit -
Rest if you must..but do not say quit..
semibreve rest.
a temporary rest or an eternal rest for a song?
2.4.12
The world is so loud
1 guy, 1 girl...haihh..why?
Everybody talk, everybody talk, everybody talk.
The world is so loud..
I just have to learn to concentrate.
Outer voice, internal noise.
Loud,
So loud,
Juz too loud.
Everybody talk, everybody talk, everybody talk.
The world is so loud..
I just have to learn to concentrate.
Outer voice, internal noise.
Loud,
So loud,
Juz too loud.
27.3.12
给时间的旋律
很多时候
一个问题
需要很大的勇气
来接受一个答案。
很多时候
一个答案
也需要很大的勇气
来守住下一个问题..
一个问题
需要很大的勇气
来接受一个答案。
很多时候
一个答案
也需要很大的勇气
来守住下一个问题..
最近不知怎么了
养成了早睡早起的好习惯
是好习惯，对吧？
可是却好像吓到了屋友? o.O
“做么这么早就睡liao啊~吓到我ehh..这是你吗？”
3月19日
咖啡
可以麻痹睡眠。
忙碌
同样也可以
麻痹眼泪
2012.
养成了早睡早起的好习惯
是好习惯，对吧？
可是却好像吓到了屋友? o.O
“做么这么早就睡liao啊~吓到我ehh..这是你吗？”
3月19日
咖啡
可以麻痹睡眠。
忙碌
同样也可以
麻痹眼泪
2012.
只因思念不停在敲门..
每次逛书局的时候，我都会有一种念头，就是希望书局是我老爸开的。哈
双威的大众好大, 我喜欢=)
双威的大众好大, 我喜欢=)
那天
在书店翻阅了一整天
在咖啡店和朋友聊了一整夜；
文字语言
占满我心中
每一寸空间
就是填不满
你的缺
10.3.12
在书店翻阅了一整天
在咖啡店和朋友聊了一整夜；
文字语言
占满我心中
每一寸空间
就是填不满
你的缺
10.3.12
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